March282012

Happy Kid :)

So finally! After trying the blends in J.Co Donuts and Coffee and craving for their donuts, I am so proud to say, ohuuuum, I loved it! Two thumbs up for Alcapone and Mr. Green T!!! More flavors to taste, and excited :)

And… here! My very own To Kill A Mockingbird from my ever dearest student, Nicki. Darling, I can’t thank you enough. You don’t know how much you made me happy. Thank you, finally!!!

March242012

What about weekend?

So, I finally got the chance to watch The Hunger Games (movie)! I was so excited to see the film after reading the trilogy given to me by my very dear friend.

Oh well, I was very surprised with how the film was done. I mean, I have read different books turned into films and The Hunger Games was the one who really standout. Almost same of what the book content. It was all in Katniss’ perspective. I was really enchanted with the district parade and district interview, I think Katniss and Peeta are really charming. Also, like as I’m reading the book when Rue died, I also cried when I watched it in the movie, and I even cried harder. It was so heart-breaking!!! So, I think the whole movie was good. Applause to Mr. Gary Ross (the director) and to Ms. Suzanne Collins for making The Hunger Games a big hit. I am proud to say that I’m giving it a 8.5 out of 10 rating.

You might also want to know what I tried today…

Yeah, J.CO Donuts and Coffee. Since it was newly opened, I was really curious in trying it because I heard and read a good reviews about it. And yes, I am glad with the result. I tried one of their Cappuccino blends which serves to be my companion during the movie. And, ehem, it was highly-recommended. I want to try their J.Pops next time, really look yummy :3

So how about you guys? How’s your rainy weekend? :)

November72011

Long weekend :)

Room view.

Rooftop pool.

Couple shirt ;p

Party crashers and super models wannabe =))

There you go! I had a blast and super sulit long weekend! Hope you guys enjoyed your long weekend too! God bless! <3

October272011

It’s easier to walk away than to fight for what we really want.

I rode a cab on my way home and I felt sad, again. My brain filled up with things I really want to do in my life, what I want to be. And yes I realized how things change. Then my eyes became teary, and the cab driver might saw it cause he kept looking in the mirror just to check out on me. So as soon as I got home I went to my parents’ room, good thing my mom was the only one there and waiting for me. She saw me not in my usual happy mood. I then burst out how I wanted to leave the Philippines soon. I was crying while telling her how desperate I am to leave and how I want her to keep on reminding my sister not to get married yet so I can leave soon next year. And she asked, “Ba’t ka ba nagkakaganyan?”; I answered, “Ayoko na, ma. Gusto ko na talaga umalis. Ayoko na dito. Seryoso. Kung pwede lang ngayon na.” She held my hand and said, “Nik, hwag kang magmadali, darating naman yun e. Hintay lang. Alam ko may mga bagay na wala sa plano pero kakayanin mo yan alam ko.” I couldn’t find words to answer, I just walked out and as I close the door I repeated, “Ma, ayoko na talaga dito. Gusto ko na sa malayo.”

Seriously, I dunno what’s happening to me these days. I always taught of leaving soon, as soon as possible. I want an escape, to what? I don’t know. To whom? I don’t know, either. I just really don’t want to be here anymore, and this is a serious matter :|

October232011

All the happiness you ever find lies in you.

Hello people. I’m really sorry for being MIA for the past few months and I’m hoping I could get back soon in time. For now, I just want to vomit out words I really wanted to share with you guys.

So for the past few months, my life has been a roller coaster. Yes, full of ups and downs. Well, I know, everybody’s experiencing it too, right? Anyway, have you guys ever felt that you were almost suicidal? Yes, I thought about it somehow, just thought about it. The story is, there was this guy I met, who I used to like so much. Like, literally, I mean, he’s the only guy I felt I am sure of. I never wanted a boyfriend until I met him. We texted. We talked. We dated. We hung-out. We held hands. We hugged. We kissed. We slept together. We enjoyed each other’s company. But, not anymore. :(

I was hurt, I was torn, I was broken. I hated every part of me. I hated so much what I became, and what he became especially. I fought every single day only to save what we have but then I failed. He doesn’t want to be with me anymore. He threw everything away. I gave up on him. And I can’t do anymore but cry. I cried every fucking night since September to sleep. I prayed every fucking night since September that when I woke up in the morning he’ll call me or text me and apologize. Every day his memory haunts me. I miss him every day. I want him back so bad. I got tried. I became miserable.

Yes, I smile, but I wasn’t really happy. I went out with friends, I became happy for a certain moment but then after a few hours, I felt sad again.

But you know, the good thing is, I can say now that I know how to love. I mean, I believe I fell in love with him. I fell so hard yet he wasn’t good enough to catch me. But then, I was thankful. He taught me how to love. He taught that I was really capable of loving someone. Aside from my family and friends, of course. I felt really happy with him. He’s the best guy I had. Believe it or now, 4 months ago I wrote something about him which is still on my draft. I wasn’t able to finish it because everyday, I added something on it. I wrote what was he like, how sweet he was, how impressive he was, how he made me feel special, everything I like about him, everything. Guess, I have to delete it now, I don’t want to remember every details of it anymore. I’m done. I’m moving on. I want to be happy.

For now, I’m starting to love myself more, I’m picking every pieces of me and putting it all back together. I’m trying so hard to find the happiness I lost after I lost him.

I thank God for holding me tight. He never fails to let feel that He’s there to my every downfall. And now, I feel really blessed.

Aristotle was right when he said, “Happiness depends upon ourselves”. People, we should be happy for ourselves, we should not depend our happiness to others. Cause when they left, they’ll took away our happiness too. Love yourself and be happy. I’m here, as a friend, I’ll help you and The Lord will never leave you.

October12011
How cute my baby princess could be? :3
I miss you baby,I can&#8217;t wait to see you and hug you and kiss you and take care of you next year! You&#8217;ve grown so much the last time I saw you. I love you!

How cute my baby princess could be? :3

I miss you baby,I can’t wait to see you and hug you and kiss you and take care of you next year! You’ve grown so much the last time I saw you. I love you!

May152011

When I don't like you, I really don't.

  • J: Is that a no?
  • N: Why'd you always assume that I'm turning you down?
  • J: Because you really always did.
  • N: It's kinda funny to turn you down; Well, most of the times.
  • J: So it's a no?
  • N: Yes.
  • J: Yes?
  • N: Yes, it's a no.
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